my class got alot of smarties. seeing their marks and my marks will be so depressing. most importantly, you must compare with yourself, not others. Did you improve by comparing your mid year and end of year? i just realize that if a person concentrate too much on a particular suject, it will just affects your other results. good become bad, bad become good. so wat to do? I also have no idea. my exam are so poorly done, quite disappointing of myself and i just can't believe that i did so badly for that particular subject which i almost broke down. trying to hold back my tears..but is so difficult. i just dun understand. you will be so depressed when you expect that you will do well for that subject but in the end the results turned out to be a fail, you just can't accept it. It is so super low that you didn't expect to get it. it just breaks my heart indeed and i had not done to my expectation for this exam. i just feel so sad. it is just so shocking to see how badly i have done. by the way, most people say that marks is not that important but is the learning process that is important. learn from your mistake and try to remember. so is having examination good for students? bad results will motivate you? say no more. anyway, leadership yesterday and the teacher trying to convey that goals are there to motivate you. goals? what if you didn't manage to reach it, try again. dun keep pounding on your mistake.

suppose to have inter house game today but because of the haze, they cancelled. bad caz i just wanna keep my mind away from thinking on my results. good caz i can come home early to study for my chinese. 10 more days left. is getting nearer and nearer each day...

P.S. happy birthday chorkwan!!!